24th dec 2009

DAMN~! what the fuck is going on! why do all these things have to happen to me?can alll these things be stopped?Its killing me! tearing my flesh apart from my body every moment! If its really the truth how shld i react?!what shld i do?! i really have no idea! can somebody just end my life now and make it easier for me?!its no way better for me having to endure all these ridiculous and fucking stupid stuffs in my entire life!!!!!i have made the greatest mistake in my life! i will nv be able forgive him or me!YOU make my life miserable!If there's someone i have to curse it will be YOU i swear!